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i dont.

i dont have the perfect teeth, i dont have the most beautiful hair, i dont have the cutest clothing, i dont have the nicest shoes, i dont have a big house with a big room, i dont have the best technology surrounding me, i dont have the ability or capability to do whatever i wanted, but i do have one thing: a life to live. a life that i know i will make better. people say they dont have all those things when there is someone else in this world that does not have anything they have right now. i cherish what i have to the best of my abilities, but there are still times when i dream of the things i can and will have. 

i guess cleaning my room isnt as easy as it was before. all the memories are there now. people that was once in my life, wont be there. i know a new beginning hasn’t begun, but the old memories is impossible to forget. just staring at a picture is difficult. this is going to be a long process.